I'm single woman and have a gay guys couple friends and I want to be their wife. My dream is to wake up in the middle of them or sitting at dinner and lean over to kiss each of them. How can I move forward to make it happen?
How about try to get one good husband first and see if you like that. Are you envious of your two friends closeness and want to be a part of it? Are they enjoyable to be around and lots of fun? That would explain your desires.
Good luck and please tell us if it comes to fruition. :-)